Thursday, February 19, 2009

O Praise Him!


Last week, BBC had its annual Missions Conference. The program was designed and run by ABWE (Association of Baptists for World Evangelism). On Friday, the last day of the conference, we had an activity called “The Amazing Grace Race.” “Missionaries” were selected from each of the four groups, and these were sent to another classroom to deal with things that you might encounter on the field.

The “sending Churches” read and discussed 3 case studies from actual situations involving missionaries with various problems.

My sister and I were chosen as missionaries, and when we had finished our “field work,” we returned to our sending Church.

We arrived just in time to catch the discussion for the last case study. My interest turned to distress as I realized what they were actually discussing. Here follows the case study . . .


“CASE STUDY 3
The Context: First Term Missionaries with a Medical Emergency

The Dilemma: A missionary family commissioned by your Church departed for the field after two years of pre-field ministry. They successfully completed the 9-month language and culture study and assimilated into their ministry team. They have nearly reached the midway point of their first 4-year term of service. They are involved in a Church plant. He is a theological educator and is teaching a couple courses at the Bible school. She is a nurse and is serving through compassion evangelism in a clinic ministry with a fixed number of hours per week while also mothering their two pre-school children. God’s grace has enabled them to adjust well to cross-cultural living and serving. But their 2 year-old daughter has developed recurring urinary tract infections that have not been eliminated over the span of seven months. And the wife is expecting their third child four months from now in early June. The medical care on their field is seriously lacking. Having studied the options and consulted with their field team, home Church, mission administrator, and mission medical director, they decide to return home for a scheduled 6-month medical emergency in order to obtain a diagnosis and treatment for their daughter’s recurring illness and to deliver the baby. They plan to return to the field and resume ministry when the newborn is two months old and has built up immunity – important given the underdeveloped field where the family lives and serves. Five months into the medical leave in the USA, the family has reported to some supporting Churches and welcomed a new baby into the family born on June 2. But their 2 year-old daughter’s recurring UTIs continue despite appointments with several specialists and various treatment plans. And in late July, their 4 year-old son develops a fever. He is hospitalized, the fever spirals out of control, and less than a week from the onset of symptoms . . . he dies on July 25.”


The Thyng family. I didn’t know them very well, but the memories of the tragedy itself were enough to cause me to cry. I looked back 3 rows at Naomi. She was crying, too.

Dan and Amy were fellow missionaries, on my field, and they were new. They were just to the point where adjustment could shift into effective ministry. When their 2 year-old daughter Kate had a recurring urinary tract infection, they decided to return to the States. Another concern was Amy’s highly pregnant state. With an impending birth and a 2 year-old in poor health, the family returned to America. While getting medical attention, their 4 year-old son Tyler contracted Kawasaki’s disease and died very suddenly.

My parents were able to go out for the funeral and Naomi and I took care of our little sisters. My parents were treated as a part of the family. We were all given intimate details of the tragedy and funeral. The long-term repercussions of how this would affect the Thyng’s, their ministry, and even PNG’s field were devastating. As I listened to the case study, I cried. All the memories came back in a rush. My mind went numb, yet it shot in every direction. The session concluded, and we all headed to the concluding session of the conference. The memories continued to rush in, but this time, they were accompanied by other memories. Memories of Abi.

I picked up parallels that I hadn’t seen before.

Tyler died suddenly, and Abi had gone downhill really fast. When Abi happened . . . my mind remembered Tyler.

I was afraid.

So, I sat in the concluding session, trying to pay attention, and trying not to cry.

I cried for Tyler. I cried for the Thyngs. I cried for Abi. I cried for my family. I cried for King’s Dad who was having medical problems. I cried for King’s family. I cried for me.

I wanted to be willing and able to give up anything and everything for the service of Christ.

I was giving up future children, my sisters, my father, my life.

I cried.

Abi is in Idaho now for a missions conference. She is sharing her story and touching lives. I asked her once if she wished it had never happened.

Her answer: no.

She proceeded to tell me what God has done through her suffering. She told me of a story where she had the opportunity to share Christ’s message with a lady who had asked her what happened. “God saved my life from necrotizing faciitis.”

I envy Abi. She is only 13, but she is learning to trust God in ways that even I at 22 have problems with.

She made a powerpoint presentation of pictures telling her story. They play the song, “It’s Gonna be Worth it,” as the pictures played through.

What a great testimony to God!
It’s gonna be worth it!!

Abi’s face is worth it. Tyler’s death is worth it. King’s Dad’s cancer is worth it. Anything and everything we can give to our Great God . . . is WORTH it.

It’s not for us, it’s not for our glory. It’s all for God. It hurts sometimes. It hurts A LOT.

Tyler would’ve had his 5th birthday last week.

It’s gonna be worth it all.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I SURRENDER ALL

I surrender all,
Surrender all my rights.
My rights are what I give.
I give up all my life.
My life is not my own.
My own needs & wants I bring.
I bring them to my God.
My God, You are my King.
My King, please, take my all,
My all-consuming pride,
Consuming pride in the passion,
The passion of seeking You.
Seeking You in all.
In all I give my life.
My life is all for You.
For You, I surrender.
I surrender all.